emo-ness

last night, after a particularly exhausting post-pattern-making session, i lay down on the floor, amidst scattered pattern papers, bobby pins and rulers, and just stared at the ceiling. my ipod was playing "chasing cars".

"if i lay here, if i just lay here, would you lie with me and just forget the world?"

then i remembered a particular line sarah jessica parker said in satc: "i'm lonely. the loneliness is palpable."

i don't want to be.