in the zone

as i told lor, i'm "in the zone" already. which means i'm actually excited to working on my grad collection for the fashion show. i was on a roll last night, having almost-finished 2 patterns in one go.

must be the espresso too. i wasn't able to get much sleep at all last night even if my body was so exhausted.

i finally figured out why i've been breaking out lately. and by that i really mean BREAKING OUT--all caps and in bold. i've never had a pimple breakout this bad even way back in puberty. it's horrible. i'm praying this'd all be gone before my birthday and the show on september.

it's because of those damn pattern paper. it's a dirty job but someone's gotta do it.

tomorrow, my parents are going to sit me down and talk to me about the US plans. i'm scared. i'm so sure it'd be like a thesis defense and i have to prepare answers for the interrogation.

problem is, my mindset is on collection mode right now and i can't finalize everything yet.