qtl crisis

i'm sick. i'm usually the first to catch something--being sickly and all--and when everyone around me started getting coughs and colds, i knew it was only a matter of time before i did too. now i have it. and (sorry nic) but i'm not going to take any medicine. i prefer to heal the natural way. i don't want to depend on drugs too much.

it didn't help that i ate ice cream after screaming my voice hoarse in the admu-dlsu game last sunday and that my dinner tonight consisted of a whole bag of wasabi-flavored popcorn and iced tea. masochist much? yeah... i know.

there's so much going on in my head right now but it's a comfort to know that this is normal. the quarter-life thing? everyone goes through with it. in fact, i've been looking for books, trying to watch shows that could help me deal. there's this one book i stumbled upon online called "it's a wonderful lie: 26 truths about life in your 20's" by emily franklin that i so want to buy. megan maccafferty contributed there and since i'm a huge jessica darling fan, i'm curious on what she has to say. her "fourth comings" book couldn't've come out at a more perfect time. it was like some of my thoughts realized in hardcover. very enlightening!

i'm currently obsessed with personality tests. it's october now and the pressure is back on. i'm more determined than ever to "know myself" to help me make the best choices for the future. i took a test based on the myers-briggs one over the internet a while ago and discovered that i am an INFJ person (whatever that is). i looked it up and i should say that it's the closest one can get to defining/ justifying me. freaky.